As you have noticed, I do not have people who I can share what I blog about with. So, since this is pretty much anonymous (and no one really reads it). What the heck. I’m just going to go ahead and type this dream out.
So about two days ago, I had a dream that I lived in a house that had about 3 rooms. I was showing RM’s brother around the house I was living in. Next thing you know, we are on the bed and he starts kissing me. I remember in my dream thinking that he was the worst kisser in the world, due to his small mouth. Anyway one thing lead to another, and I remember thinking damn it, I’m going to be pregnant and then remembering I took my pill. So, weird.
Two days ago, I had a dream where I was at my old house and I knew that I was going to get surprised, but I didn’t know what the surprise was. As I looked out through the sliding door, I could feel how excited and happy I was and I knew that the surprise was coming. I wished and hoped that it was you. As I stood there I felt your hands cover my eyes, and I immediately turned and saw your face. The feeling is so magnificent. I don’t even have the words to describe it. I still feel butterflies as I type this. I wish it was real. I don’t remember the rest of my dream. I just remember this part. It was the best thing in the world. I knew I was dreaming in my dream, but I wanted to see you so bad and you came to me.
I was thinking about how my aunt reunited with the one she always loved many years after their relationship ended. I’d say about 15 years later. I wondered if that would be what would possibly happen to you and me. I hope so. I love you and your family. I keep up with their lives through Facebook and wish I could be there to celebrate all the good times and to comfort them through all the bad ones.
I keep listening to this song called “The Dreamer” and think of you.
Si tu, Me lo pidieras,
Yo te entregaria, todo mi corazon
Si tu, Asi lo quisieras,
Por toda la vida, Seria yo para ti
Y si tu, Me dieras una seña,
Que sientes lo mismo, Me harias tan feliz